So I guess the updated version means not so frequent writing. I finally managed to manipulate all my old archives and blogs so that they are once again private and hidden from search engines. I can write in peace again. No more names or people or places. I used to get excited when people I didn't know wandered over to my page...but maybe it's a sign of growing up, or maybe I just have too much to lose now...either way, I don't like people I don't know to read this.
Anyway...life is interesting these days. I alternate between being really upset about not knowing what is going on, to being in complete denial about the whole thing. Denial is my coping mechanism of choice.
~no time to finish this now